CRAZY MOTHER GRANNY PANTS!!!

Both of them are so beautiful.

Yeah so I have come to find that this whole not swearing thing is a lot harder then I thought! I mean I didn't swear that much but it got to be just force of habit so now whenever someone says a certain thing I have the sudden urge to swear... But I won't!

So tonight I'm going to a dance... Exciting right? Nope! It just so happens I am going as a favor for my friends that are going on a date but don't want to go alone. So I have to go to this dance that isn't at my school nor will I know anyone there AND I'm going to be third wheel. This sucks royally. I wouldn't mind so much if it was at my school, at least I'd know people that way! What's even worse is they are gonna try to set me up with guys also, which I don't mind but so awkward!! So I guess I'll just have to live through the night... I promised my friend not to die and not o get raped. Hahahah! Chastity belt here I come!

Oh and on another note I am singing the National Anthem for the boys varsity game. Earlier this week I sang at the girls one, not so bad, but at the boys one! I'm so nervous! I know I can do it but I am so terrified! Singing in front of crowds is so much fun but I get so nervous! So very nervous!

Alright that's what I'm doing tonight... So I'll tell you about it later!

Oh My Jonas.

So pretty!

I find it impressive that a Disney boy band can get so much attention that people are making phrases about them! "Oh my Jonas!" "What the Jonas?!" It's amazing how three young boys can get such a fan base. I swear one day I'll have a fan base like that! What can I say I want to be a SUPERSTAR! Ha but not really. Being famous seems to daunting and difficult. There is a girl at my school that is in a all girl children's band called Girl Authority. She is one of those typical teenagers that wants to be famous. She and her "band" go on tour all the time and she is always talking about how much she LOVES the stage. Her profile picture is even a picture of her at a mic, singing her heart out. Now I don;t mean to insult her because she isn't a good singer, because that is a lie. She is a good singer. And I applaud her for being in Girl Authority even if everyone at school ridicules her (because sadly, they suck). The only reason I "rag" on her is because she wants fame for all the wrong reasons! She doesn't want to change peoples lives with her music, she doesn't really appreciate music either. She just wants to be famous. I don't think that that is the best reason to be famous...

On a happier note I'm proud to say that a whole bunch of my friends are advancing musically!!! Like my friends are in this band and they have a big big big show coming up!!! Which is super exciting! And another going on tour! How exciting for all of them!!! I must say though, I am really jealous. I am a singer, but most definitely not talented enough to go on tour or anything... There is also the problem of no band, heh heh heh. I really want to start a band. I remember going to my friends shows (everyone check out I Invented Chivalry!) and I would wish that I could be up on a stage jamming out with a bunch of my friends! Hmmm There isn't much I can do about my lack of band. Well if any of your friends are interested, tell them I'm begging them to join!

Alright, I am so bored! There is nothing to do in my little town of X. Yes I am calling it X. It doesn't even start with an "x" but in algebra an unknown variable is "x" so that is what I'm calling my town. It is an unknown variable in my mind and the mind of others. So Yes, there is nothing to do in X! There is a Dairy Hoy (not it's real name), a grocery, and a couple of other stores. Oh and a Bruegers. That's it! And also the town in population is small, but everything is so spread out that everyone lives really far away from each other. Hmmmm apparently the creators of X liked to have their space! Lots and lots of space!

My last point of the day is about someone who is mean. He has no name. Anyway, said boy is a photographer, cool right? No. See this boy asked me to model for him. I must say it's very flattering when someone asks you to model for them, no matter how good of a photographer... Well anyway I get my new haircut and next thing I know, I'm ugly, not his "ideal" girl for the shot. It's so lame! I cut my hair short, not "scene" anymore and I am ugly? JerkFace! But I love my hair and that's what counts.... Yeah I just wanted to get that off my chest... JERK JERK JERK!!!! Alright I'm done.

So anyway, I'm gonna go now! I hope you loved my spiel... This is most definitely an online journal but who cares! I like talking about random stuff! So yeah here are your pictures!



She is/was my idol... This is one of her many looks...
Lana Rae

Why'd You Have To Go And Turn To Ice?

I wanted to write in the middle now.

So that's what I'm going to do.

I have been so tired lately, but I just can't sleep.

But I guess I'll just have to live, right?

It's lovely... You know living?

So how have your days been? Great? Lovely?

I'd tell you about mine but... Naw I think I won't.

So Lately I have been in a funk.

That's all I really want to say about my days.

I'm in this weird, tired, bad mood funk.

It's getting on my nerves!

And other peoples nerves too.

Oh well, I'll get out of this funk.

In the mean time I'll spend my days listening to music and writing.

Sweet.

So at my school we have this really dumb class called Career Sem.

In theory it was a good idea.

They teach us how to choose a career and a collage and things like that.

What they didn't anticipate was the crappy teacher who would teach it.

He gave me an incomplete for the first quarter because one of my assignments was hand written!

Stupid stupid stupid!!!

And we are always taking dumb personalities tests.

It's so dumb!!!

Blegh I have that class first period tomorrow and no frees!

This sucks man!

Alright so yeah I have nothing else to talk about so I'm gonna go.

Bye everyone!

This picture is titled Sleep Is For The Dead, And I am about to sleep... Ha! Well goodnight!

Terrified...

Andy Samberg is beautiful, even if you don't think so. He is...

The scariest thing in the world is finding out that your friend is hurt. And That's what I just found out. A friend of mine, (A boy I have secretly liked since the first day of school freshman year) just got out of the hospital. He had been in there since Wednesday last week. And the scariest thing is I don't know why! But he is out of the hospital so that must mean he is better right? Hmmm I hope so!

First day of school after a break is always exciting. People have new haircuts (ahem, me), some have new clothes, others look the same but act different, and everyone has new stories to tell. It's positively wonderful! I love people... They make me happy. And after a whole vacation without human interaction except for family, it's nice to be back at school. So for those of you in school, YAY!!! It's so depressing when people are so against going to school. Everyone likes to learn, maybe not math or science, but everyone likes to learn something! And hey, you always get to socialize! And who doesn't love socializing?

Alright so lately my posts have been rather short... And those that find them long, ha you should have seen them before! I have decided to only to do a word of the week, and only on Fridays, because I am super lazy! So deal with it! I'm also adding a picture because I like pictures. Alrighty then, I should go! Bye bye bye!!! Here is your picture...

Yeah screw it only one picture today. HA!

Come Fly With Me, Come Fly, Let's Fly Away!

Today, I went shopping, the first time in a while. And I must say that I don't like it, still. I do like things though. So I shop anyway. I like stuff... It's quite a problem I must say. I don't mean to be so attached to such material things, I just like things. I'm always joking around saying, "When I marry a rich man, I'll buy this!" I only mean it jokingly. I am most definitely not a gold-digger. So if when I'm older and somehow I marry someone super super rich... I did not plan it! It just happened that way. HA!!

Yeah I really don't have anything else to say.... Other then the fact that I made a Snowbob today! Like a B.O.B. from Monsters V.S. Aliens. It's amazing!!! I made it with my sisters, and it was so much fun! I suggest that those of you who have snow should make some type of animated character in the snow. It's wonderful!!!

Oh before I leave I would like to tell you all that I forgot to put a resolution on my list. I want to stop swearing. And I will do it! I hope at least... Yeah well I will try my hardest. Well you see recently I have been swearing... A lot. It is a filthy habit and it makes one sound uneducated. I will stop... I PROMISE!!!

The New Year.

So the New Year has started. It's really a wonderful year. And to start off this new year, I cut my hair. Yes, I cut my hair to my chin. If you know me, then you know that my hair has been somewhat long since I was very young. So now, it is short, short, short!! Or at least it is short for me. To my chin! I am so excited though. I think it looks great! So does my sister so that is a plus! Now It has come to my attention that my posts are rather wordy, and that is true. I mean I always have a picture so at least you have something to look at... But I like typing so you guys can suck it, it's staying wordy.

So again I have my New Years resolutions! And I will now tell you my resolutions because I feel like it... They are all really silly.... Sorry.

New Years Resolutions
- Start conversation with people
-Not to butt into peoples problems when they don't want me too.
- Keep my hair the same length for a long while
- To be more outgoing
- To become somewhat fluent in German (or at least learn it)
-To post frequently
- To find my style
- To read, read, read!
- To finish the book I'm writing, even if it sucks
- To write more music.
- Learn the piano

Dang it, so now I can't get my font unbold itself, which is stupid! And it's quite annoying! Oh wow and now it is not bold anymore... This is dumb! Yes well now that the computer is annoying me, I'll just post up my new picture and yeah... I hope you all had a great new year!!! :D Mine was not very exciting but there is nothing better then starting the new year with William Darcy. Yes that is one beautiful man... I love Pride and Prejudice! I like the one with Kiera (I know I spelled that wrong... :/) Knightly at least, I haven't seen the Collin Firth one yet, I hope to though! Well Bye!

I want it!!

Everyday's Special, I'm Not Complaining.

Horrid day today. Really. Some teachers are just... Stupid! I really dislike a lot of them. Example A: My history teacher. She gave me a D- for a collage I turned in a week late, I get that. She took off ten points. She then took off ten points from an essay I wrote that I turned in TWO DAYS LATE! I got a D-. The EXACT same grade. What. The. Hell. That really is not fair in my opinion. But whatever, it doesn't matter now.

So I want to give a little advice. If you are a guy, and you like a girl, TALK TO HER! You do not know how frustrating it is for a girl when they find out you like them and yet you won't talk to them! Gosh darn it, no one likes a pansy! And man, have I known a lot of pansies... But yes, anyway...

I must say, I sure have gotten lazy. Maybe since no one really reads this, I find that I don't need to do what I used to do. Or maybe since I have been in a terrible mood lately, I just haven't wanted to. Who knows. I do know that with great things come bad things, so this is probably just making up for that amazing day I had. Karma I guess. Can't fight with karma, now can you? No... You can't.

Well I need to do homework... I'll write a real post eventually, I promise! Just having a bad week lately. Doesn't help that I hate hugs and whenever people find out that I am in a bad mood, they INSIST on hugging me... Ugh! Yeah but anyway, ta-ta for now! Here is your lovely picture.

I really miss this girl... I could always talk to her... It's a bit different now...