Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Everyday's Special, I'm Not Complaining.

Horrid day today. Really. Some teachers are just... Stupid! I really dislike a lot of them. Example A: My history teacher. She gave me a D- for a collage I turned in a week late, I get that. She took off ten points. She then took off ten points from an essay I wrote that I turned in TWO DAYS LATE! I got a D-. The EXACT same grade. What. The. Hell. That really is not fair in my opinion. But whatever, it doesn't matter now.

So I want to give a little advice. If you are a guy, and you like a girl, TALK TO HER! You do not know how frustrating it is for a girl when they find out you like them and yet you won't talk to them! Gosh darn it, no one likes a pansy! And man, have I known a lot of pansies... But yes, anyway...

I must say, I sure have gotten lazy. Maybe since no one really reads this, I find that I don't need to do what I used to do. Or maybe since I have been in a terrible mood lately, I just haven't wanted to. Who knows. I do know that with great things come bad things, so this is probably just making up for that amazing day I had. Karma I guess. Can't fight with karma, now can you? No... You can't.

Well I need to do homework... I'll write a real post eventually, I promise! Just having a bad week lately. Doesn't help that I hate hugs and whenever people find out that I am in a bad mood, they INSIST on hugging me... Ugh! Yeah but anyway, ta-ta for now! Here is your lovely picture.

I really miss this girl... I could always talk to her... It's a bit different now...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

You Are My Evangeline.

Okay, I just want to clear something up, I AM NOT IN LOVE! Jesus you guys, learn how to read. I am not in love. I wouldn't be that hypocritical so soon after I wrote a post. I mean I might maybe in a month or so but not days after the fact. So there is point ONE in this post. Come on guys, don't be silly.

So yeah I saw the Princess and The Frog. It was AMAZING!!! Everyone should see it. It was really really good! Very cute, super sweet, just enough girly but not too girly... I loved it! Ha what and I saying? It was UBER girly. Wow I feel like such a tool for saying girly. I hate it when guys say stuff like "What's up girly?" What do you think if you show your "feminine side" girls will like you? No. It's just really annoying and kind of makes you sound gay. Now there is nothing wrong with being gay but if you are strait... Yeah that is what it is making you seem. Gosh, guys trying too hard pisses me off....

Yeah so I am in a terrible mood. I don't even know why. Ugh! Now I can't even write more... I'll post again later. I just can't really deal right now with my pissed off-ness. Thanks for reading.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Ba, Baaa, Ba, Baaa! This Is The Sound Of Settling.

SO I would like to tell you all that my great feeling... Yeah It came true... I got my wonderful thing. And I must say, it was positively wonderful! I was happy all day! I must say being in a great mood is probably the best thing in the world. That and being in love, but I have never been in love and neither have most children my age. Ha! So yeah, it's the best feeling in the world. All day I just wanted to spread the joy! Ha and you know what really makes you even happier? Listening to Safe Ride by Cute Is What I Aim For, on repeat. It gives me a really good feeling, even if it is one of those obnoxious songs about a girl and love. I mean who cares! Not when your in good mood! So yes, I would like to spread the love to you guys! So yeah... This is me spreading the love! *Spread*

So eyes, I have a new toy! It's called a WEBCAM! I'm pretty sure one of these days, I'm just gonna put up a video of me talking so you don't have to read it, ha! It's not like you don't know what I look like anyway. So if you have any really strong feelings against that, please say so! And by the way, it will probably only be once. I like typing. Ha. Even though I am terrible at it.

Okay so word of the of the day is... LEGIT because I have been hearing that a lot lately... And have noticed that I say it sometimes. So here's the definition.

Meaning: Not fake or real (cool)
(adj)- A modern synonym for words such as "cool", "ill," "tight," or "dope." Used to describe a noun that is of particular good quality. The slang use of this word is slowly but steadily increasing in popularity.

Wow this blog is totally LEGIT right? I know it is. Because Alessandra is legit. (That would be me by the way) So yeah this post didn't really have any point to it either. Though I did get my wonderful. And I'm happy for that! So yeah... I have nothing else to talk about so I think I might just go....
Oh by the way, I am going to see that new Disney Princess movie, The Princess And The Frog. You guys should all see it too! It should be great... Though I'm guess you guys aren't young girls... SO you don't have to. I like to see movies like that. It's fun to pretend you seven again...

So anyway here is your picture!

I wish I was a mac model. This makeup is SO COOL!

Hmm kind of short today, eh?

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I Want You To Admit You Are Wrong

Have you ever had the feeling that something truly fantastic was going to happen? That you are going to wake up in the morning, go to school, and something magical will happen? It happens to me ALL the time. People always tell me that that is a bit weird, that they only have that feeling that something bad will happen. But me? I can feel it deep down in my bones that something great will happen! And I absolutely love this feeling! That anxiousness to see what it is, that excitement for when it will come, that pure happiness that something good will finally happen! I'll tell you this, last time I had this feeling, I couldn't stop smiling for a week, and it did eventually happen, this great thing. So because of this feeling I have had a spectacular day! Truly and utterly spectacular. I really hope that you guys get to experience this because it is AMAZING! It really is amazing. Goodness, I sound so silly! Now on to a more serious note...

Secrets, secrets are no fun, unless you share with everyone...

That is not true. Well sometimes it's true, but most of the time, no. Want to know what's not fun? When the secret of you liking someone is shared with EVERYONE. That's not fun. A secret isn't a secret if everyone knows. I mean, some things are meant to be shared, but other things are really supposed to be kept under lock and key, you know? So here's a tip, from me to you.
If your friend tells you a secret, it's meant to stay a secret.
Don't go telling EVERYONE around you.

Yeah so I really don't have a topic for today, as you might have noticed. Maybe it's because I decided to write and 10:00 P.M. Which is when I usually go to sleep. (So yeah, I go to bed early?!) So I can't seem to focus on anything. Tomorrow I think I might write another just for good measure, one that actually has to do with something. Ha. So I wanted to tell you, please notify me if I use some kind of emotican whenever I write. I have come to find that I use them way to much and have tried to refrain from using them in my blog. So yeah, tell me if you see one of those buggers.

Oh Yeah so what's up with people making fun of bloggers?! Yeah, some kid at my school apparently reads this and makes fun of it! I don' know how he heard about it but yeah, David, you suck. Bloggers aren't whiny little emo kids, or at least most aren't. I might fit into that whiny category, but I really try not to! I promise! HA notify me if I do THAT too much as please!

Yeah... I legit, have nothing to talk about... So I think I should skivvy for now and write again tomorrow... When I am more awake. Thanks for reading this nonsense you readers out there. Woot Woot for comments. I like you... Two people. Ha! Goodnight all!

Yo, here's your picture!

I don't know if you can read it but I thought it was funny... Maybe I only thought it was funny was I was tired. Ha! Goodnight all!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Oh Dakota, I know our love is new. I barely know ya.

I'm in love with you. Are you in love with me too? Those are the last two lines in the A Rocket to the Moon song, Dakota. People don't really notice the lyrics to some songs but I do... And these ones, if you read them, are so very strange. I mean they really tell you about teenage love. You give your heart automatically to a person of whom you are usually just infatuated with, yet assume it's love you are feeling, and of whom you barely know! And the most annoying part is they insist on telling everyone about their love! Bah, you are not in love! You might have a strong liking for them, but you are not in love. Most music these days have to do with some person who is pining after another, wanting them to love them. Love. That's a strong word. And knowing most teenager, myself especially me, they are flighty and change their minds within days. Now I have compiled a list that shows you of our love. Here are some of them.

The list
Banana Pancakes- Jack Johnson
Everything We Had- The Academy Is...
The Brightest Green- Anarbor
32 Way To Make You Smile- Backseat Goodbye
When Did We Loose Ourselves?- The Bigger Lights
Romance In a Slow Dance- The Bigger Lights
I'll Run- The Cab
Vegas Skies- The Cab
Actually all of The Cab
Face The Day- Callahan
All of Cute Is What We Aim For
All of A Fine Frenzy
You Make My Dreams- Hall & Oats
Coffee Break- Forever The Sickest Kids
Here (In Your Arms)- Hellogoodbye
All of The Maine
All of Nevershoutnever!
Some of The Scene Aesthetic
Sweet Disposition- The Temper Trap

Those are only a few, and I know you know it! Those are just some of the songs and artists from a playlist my friend made me. I guess She felt I needed inspiration or love, though I don't. I know that I sound really silly, like someone who hasn't been in love so she is bitching about it, but that's not true. If you really think about it, have you ever been in love? Or have you just been infatuated? There is a difference. So there are two words of the day today, LOVE and INFATUATION. Here's the definition for you stupid heads.

The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.
One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love.


Infatuation consists of people thinking they are in love but when indeed it is just a deep lust or like for another person.
Infatuation sucks.
All-encompassing, gut-wrenching, soul-draining activity that only requires the active involvement of one individual: the obsessor. A second individual is required for the peripheral need of providing the obsessor with an object of needless, unappreciated, possibly unwanted, often unwarranted affection. The second invididual may or may not be aware of his/her peripheral involvement, and may or may not be willing to be peripherally involved: the object's awareness and/or willingness of being an object of desire is of no consequence to the obsessor.
The innocent girl lost her sensibility due to her infatuation with the nice boy, who was in constant denial of the entire situation.

Yeah so I know that today's post is a bit wordy. But I wanted to get my thoughts out there. You might have noticed I have some strong opinions about things. Well a blog is what I do to get my opinions out there, even if no one reads it. So yeah. Now I'm not a hypocrite. When I like a guy, I don't gush about how much I love him. I legitimately say "I am totally INFATUATED with this one guy!" Yeah so it sounds weird but who cares?! I'm a weird girl. Well I'm gonna go now. Here is your pretty picture!

This picture is titled "Young Love." That's not true though is it? "Young Infatuation."

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Drivers, Start Your Engines...

And off they go!!! Hello, I haven't written in a while. I'm sorry. I swear this thing in basically an online journal that anyone can read! Ha! It's great... Yeah so today I'm going to be talking about hook-ups. I have never hooked-up with anyone and apparently I'm really missing out... I don't really see what I'm missing out on. I mean you get with one guy or girl (depending on preference), make out for a while, and then part ways, going back to whatever you were doing before. I mean, kissing seems like something you would do with someone you really like, right? But hey, these days most girls are rather whoreish, no offense. But sadly when thinking about hook-ups, it makes me curious, kind of makes me want to hook-up with someone, just once, just too see what the big deal is! You know? But then again curiosity killed the cat. There is also the problem of actually getting someone to hook-up with me, which would be rather difficult. I'm not exactly on the to of every guys list. I'm no Lucy (A friend of mine who happens to be n the top of many guys lists). So not only will I die, but I will also probably get rejected! Which leaves me with hooking-up with a friend. That just seems really awkward!! I don't see how people can just hook-up with friends and then just go on like it's nothing... It seems so... Awkward. That's the only word I can think of. Oh well though. People these days just don't really care... They are influenced by hormones and nothing else. AND no one these days gets boyfriends or girlfriends anymore... They just hook-up. See I don't really like that. I can see hooking-up with your significant other but NO, it's got to be someone you will never really talk to again other then in school in, the hallway or something.So here we are folks, with the teen dilemma of a century! Shall we watch everyone tear each other apart in their fight for a good hook-up? Or should we take part in it? Meh, I guess I'll just have to see....

Alright since that paragraph came out to be a novel, here is the word of the day. No surprise here it's HOOK-UP. (I must really have this on my mind...)

Hook- Up:
to join together, to acquire through certain channels, to obtain, to fuck.

Usually in reference to drugs, a good deal, or getting laid.
"I need to call my hook-up."
"Go call your hook-up."
"I gonna get my hook-up tonight, yo."

1. Your drug connection.
2. To get with a honey.
1. "Yo, can I meet yo' hook-up?"
2. "Me and that fine-ass bitch gonna hook-up."

When people Hook-up, it having sex. most of the time with no stings attached
Boy:wanna Hook-up?
*insert sex here*
Never talked to each other again

So yeah in high school, usually people take out the sex part and just insert making out, but you get the picture right? So yep, that's all I had to complain about... It really annoys me and yet intrigues me, which is bad on my part! Yeah, so I'm gonna skivva-dip. Peace out homies! Here's your pretty picture.

Awww how cute! ... I hate it...