Prom

It's the night of our lives.... Who's that girl? She looks so fine.... Who's that guy? I don't recognize. Yeah I know I'm all cool quoting this movie.. I won't say what it is though. So anyway... Today was very interesting. I do have to say, today was the first time I ever found out that someone "loved" me. Like a guy loved me... I don't know If I like the feeling... Especially if it is unrequited.... I guess I kind of am doing the same thing to him that the guy I like is doing to me... He wrote a song for me... Isn't that crazy? It was totally amazing... Well written, pretty... I feel so bad now. It's probably the most romantic thing anyone has done for me and I shot the poor kid down... I know I should I have, I don't like him like that.. He is like my best friend... Well I like him enough but more as a friend... But that's not the point. I feel so bad... Should I have said yes? Should I have told him I liked him too? No that wouldn't be fair to him. Anyway, people say "Do what your heart tells you!" No matter how corny it is, it's true. I would just feel even more terrible if I said yes to him. Including he wanted to know if I loved him! Not like but LOVE. That's a big word to throw out at me! You know my opinion on love! Oh well I guess... It was a great song though... Light and happy then slow and melancholy. I liked it a lot.

So, I would like to point out something. People automatically assume that if I say I think I guy is cute, That I like him! That is a lie. I think he is cute... CUTE! I don't automatically like that. Actually now That I think about it... I only like two guys. One everyone knows, R. The other... Well only my sister knows. P... Lovely P. I like him a lot more then I thought I did. And I am worried about him. More then I let on. I hope he is okay. So yeah, that's my spiel on the guys I like. Two guys: R and P. Mmmkay? No one else... At the moment. Ha!

Today is a big choir rehearsal at a college. It's so stupid! I don't need to practice the same song for three hours! Gosh! But I guess I will live. For some reason I feel like singing so I guess this will be good. I need to sing my little heart out... I don't know, when I'm in the mood that I am in, I usually need to sing... We will see how it goes.

So two more things before I have to go. 1) S is coming soon! I am so excited!!! I can't wait to see her! She is the coolest ever! So Good luck on your journey here! And 2) I am writing two plays. At the moment they are only ten minute one act plays but he, maybe they will be so good, I'll expand on them... WE will see. Okay well bye lovelies!!! PEace out.

I like this song. Love Song by Tesla.

The Magical Mystery Tour

SO I must say, I have been insanely happy lately... Well today at least. I have new friends, which is never bad AND I am content. So I decided to give you some A Capella videos because they make me so very happy. I know I'm a nerd but... Who cares? So here is the first one...



This group is called the Sonos. Here they are singing my favorite song by The Fleet Foxes, White Winter hymnal. The soloist almost looks like she is about to cry... I find it spectacular. I heard them on NPR on Sunday. I wish I was able to hear the whole interview/thing because church was about to start so I had to leave... But they really are amazing! Actually here is one more video by them... It's really good so I can't resist...



This is I Want You Back by the Sonos. Aren't they good? Gosh I wish Team AC sounded like this! It's fabulous! Though these are all grown people who have music majors and shizz like that. So yeah it makes sense why they are so very good...

I love when choirs like this put their own spin to songs... like in the White Winter Hymnal they made it sound like a gospel song, which makes it just as beautiful. When you sing a song A Capella you are putting your own style to it, your own personality in a way. Hmmm Maybe I'm just a music freak... Ha I loose myself in it...

Anyway here here another A Capella group. They are called Canvas. Here they are singing The Simpson Theme Song.



Okay now for more important things... Yeah I have nothing... Though I must say that last night I could not sleep... It was terrible. SO I ended up staying up until three. Shhhh! It's my secret. That means you too N.H.! Don't say a word.. Ha ha ha!

So yeah I have nothing else to say... Maybe I'll go talk to My Big Squiznat... I don't know though. I'm at that place where I feel that I can't text first because it would seem like I'm texting him all the time. So I usually end up not texting and hoping that the kid will text me first. I am so weird! Okay well I'm gonna go now... So talk to you later you guys!!

White Winter Hymnal

Ummmm okay I just wanted to tell you that Fleet Foxes are AMAZING!!! I love them so much! If you have never heard of them... Well I am leaving a video so, have fun! I just recently learned how to post videos so yeah... I know it's sad but true. But yeah I'm gonna put up my favorite song so be prepared for fantasticism. That's not a word but it is now because Fleet Foxes is the definition of fantasticism. If it could be anything, it's Fleet foxes. Who would have known that a group of scruffy, bearded, indie, men could bring such joy? Well Iron and Wine could so I guess it makes sense... Well here it is. Listen and enjoy!



But anyway, Have you ever been typing and accidentally thought to type one word but totally typed a different one? Like before I wanted to type such, but I typed what. Which is did not make any sense. So of course I had to go back and retype it. And if you know how lazy I am, then you would know that this is not something I want to do. Its different if you just have a typo. You right click and look! There is the actual spelling! SO... Yeah I don't even know why I am bringing this up. I'm just a weird kid I guess.... Cause yeah... Well next subject? Yeah I think so too.

So recently I was looking up videos of Fleet Foxes (yes I am a devoted fan and loser), and I found this really really good indie band. They are called First Aid Kit. The band is made up of two sisters, Klara and Johanna Söderberg, from Switzerland. They are really really good actually! Fun stuff man! So here is another video... Of them.. Singing their little hearts out... First Aid Kit.

Aren't they good?! So so so so so so good! Well if you like this type of music...Bahahah! I like them a lot. I have been listening to them for a while... My sister is probably very upset with the loud music... Oh well!

SO yeah for all of you wondering... The party was lovely! I did eventually figure out where G's house was... Just took some prying. And it was lovely! Of course R was there... It was quite blegh you know? Everyone thinks that I don't like him anymore... So keep my secret okay? Yes I like R but who cares... WE are friends which is great! But yeah there was a lot of dancing and talking and singing and jamming and all of that jazz. My sister made G and B these frogs made out of a twenty dollar bill that hop. They loved them! Hahaha I swear for 18 year olds they are just like little kids, which is good...

Okay well I don't really have anything else to talk about so.... Bye bye my loves! Live well! Have a great Sunday!

P.S.- I'm so excited! For this big A Capella showcase they chose my songs for one of the two songs! Yay! It's very exciting for me, I must say...!

This is My Obsession

All I want is everything you're not. Hmmm This song is now stuck in my head. I was reading a blog of a friend, and this song was on it... I'm a bit embarrassed though. It is a Demi Lavato song... But it's good. It makes me think I guess. I actually secretly like all of those Disney singers... I mean I used to love Miley Cirus, not anymore though. I secretly like the Jonas Brothers, and wish that Nick would sweep me away. Demi Lavato and Selena Gomez? Love 'em! But that's not the point. Actually I don't even really know what the point is in general.

I don't understand why people fall in love with celebrities. It's a rather silly concept. I mean basically girls see a movie, see that one actor... Next thing you know they see every single movie they are in and have posters of them and are a screaming fan, hopelessly in love with them. I think actors do it on purpose, they act all cute and adorable in interviews and they are always so... UGH. People are so weird. Ha!

So I have been on Pandora.com all morning. Now if you have never been it's this music generating site. You create a "station" like right now I'm listening to a July Garden station. Then it generates a bunch of music that is similar to Judy's music, like Frank and Louis and Ella and Dean. It's rather lovely. Though I have come to find that all the songs are about love. I mean you would be expecting that, but I don't know... I don't usually listen to the words, just the beautiful voices and stuff. But now... I'm listening and it's wondrous. So please, go to www.pandora.com and make a station. It's fun and you will probably find a bunch of bands you never heard of before.

I am in such a weird mood man! It sucks! Gah! I really don't like being in a weird mood like this, It's so bad. I hate it. I feel angry and sad and annoyed at myself ALL AT THE SAME TIME! It's weird. HA save me from this weird mood please!

Oh so yeah I'm invited to my friends G.N. and B.H.'s 18th birthday party. It's tonight actually. They sent out this email. It said

Hey guys!! You are all invited to mine and G's 18th birthday party! Basically you guys should show up to G's house at 7:00. A rave will ensue We will have food and stuff as well. You can stay till around 11 or so. It's gonna be a blast!! -B & G

See that would be perfectly fine, but if you will notice, there is no address. How am I supposed to get there if I don't even know where G lives? Ha! When I read it, I laughed for a while after I read it. Then my mom read it an she laughed for a while too. What a silly thing to leave out... Oh well! I'll figure it out eventually. I'll text them or something when I'm less lazy.

Okay well that's all I have to say. I guess I'll write again soon! Have fun today, hope it's great!

His Majesties, Prince William and Prince Harry are quite good looking, eh?

Thinking Of Him....

I don't if you know this but my last two posts have been named after songs or lyrics from the musical my school is putting on. I guess I am just in the mood for Curtains. Well guys, I got in, but only in the ensemble. I am so excited for it! It's rather lovely I must say! Though I feel bad, but I am a bit disappointed with my part. I thought I had done really well at auditions but I guess I wasn't what they were looking for in a named part. Oh well I will be a great ensemble-er. So it will be great.

You know what's really annoying? When your mom is friends with you on facebook! Every time I have a status that says, "Wow I had a terrible day!'" or "I just found out something terrible!" She comes into my room and asks me all about it. It's rather annoying in my opinion. I mean I don't mind my friends asking, most of the time they already know, but my mom thinks I'm a depressed child, cutting herself all the time or something. Which I don't do. I have very strong feelings against cutting. But yeah, It's UBER annoying. Yes I used "uber." I am very upset with myself. GAH!

Hmmmm so there is this random kid on facebook who only talks to me to tell me about him and his girl friend. Actually here is a real conversation with him...

J.F.- Hey!
Me- Hiya...
J.F.- I got to second base with my girlfriend today.
Me- Like legit, or just kidding?
J.F.- No I'm serious
Full Bare hand to full bare tit.
wo0t!
Me- Oh ummmm cool?
J.F.- Yeah!
J.F. logs off.

Yeah so I don't understand why this kid start conversations with me just to tell me about his escapades with his girlfriend then to leave. What is the point of it? And It's not like his computer stops. He legitimately just stops talking to me. He only starts conversations to tell me about his girlfriend. It is so weird! I don't enjoy it that much. I don't know the girl but I bet she wouldn't appreciate him telling some random girl "Full hand on full bare tit." I know that if it were me, I would be mighty angry. Mighty, Mighty angry!

Yes so the best movie in the world is Bolt! Everyone should watch it! I am ordering you to! You will love it if you haven't seen it. And if you have seen it, well it's amazing right?

Okay this long weekend has been have good and half bad... The bad: I have come to find that my friends don't actually like me... It sucks! But I am used to it. I have a few great friends so that's what counts. I love all of my friends that are in Team AC and my theater friends and some other people. I really am happy. It doesn't matter that the group that I hang out with every weekend doesn't actually like me, I can live with weekends with my sisters and some other people! So there! Now the good: I had the most fun yesterday! With a group of my actual friends, I went to play laser tag and then we all saw Avatar! It was lovely!! I had loads of fun!!!

Okay to close this, I sadly have another crush. It will probably go away soon... But you know... IT kind of sucks. I won't say much about this one... No one knows about how I like him. And I'm going to keep it that way. Now I will say I have no chance, but there is an actual reason! I'm not being annoying, all "oh I'm so ugly, I have no chance!" I really don't have a chance because of... Reasons. That is all I'm going to say. SO I guess I will take my leave now! Bye darlings!


Alexa Chung Is rather beautiful... And amazing. I used to watch her show, It's On With Alexa Chung, but sadly it has been canceled. It's rather depressing. Well goodbye lovelies!

I Miss The Music I Made With Her

Ha I am not actually in love... It's just fun to say. Ha! But a lot of people have been falling in love lately! It's pretty cool I guess... Fun to watch them fall for each other.

Okay so call backs and dance auditions were SO MUCH FUN! They were fabulous! Fist off we started dancing! I have never been a part of a more fun Ho-Down in my life! It's the funniest dance in the world. I swear I should make a video of it and post it. It's hilarious! Then call backs were fantastic! Now since this is online and no one call make me feel bad I'm going to toot my own horn for a while. I did so well on the song! It's not quite in my range but I did quite wonderful! Strong and lovely! And I swear I might get a lead! Because near the end they did partner scenes for leads and they chose me to do one! Oh how exciting! But even if I don't get a lead I'll just be happy to be in it! t of course I have to wait until freaking nine until the list goes up! Gah! Oh well....

Man I am too excited to type... So I'll write later! And tell you my part! Here are some PRETTY guys for you to look at. At the top and the bottom!

AHHHHH I know them!!

Baby, It's Cold Outside.

What a good movie... When you are in the mood.

Hmmm so about that dance...

It was pretty good except for one little screw up. So there was this really really cute guy there! And may I just say that I like more pretty guys... The ones with longer hair that are what some people call "feminine." Yeah I totally disagree with that entirely! But anyway, so there was that hot guy. Sadly he was pretty high... High as a kite really. Though I thought he liked me maybe cause he kept on looking at me. But I am not into that stuff so I didn't say hi to him or anything. Anyway, a couple days after my friend told me he had a facebook. She also said he was so high he wouldn't remember me. So me being the girl I am, I added him. Well he remembered me. Later that night I got a comment from him on facebook saying, "yeaaa howd you find me on fb" Yeah well it was quite embarrassing. But me being the awesome girl I am, I replied with "Ummm I guess my super cool X kid powers?" Ha! I'm the coolest. And a total creeper!

So anyway, how has everyone been? I haven't posted in a while... Sorry about that. I have just been very busy. I tried out for my schools musical! Cross your fingers for me! I'm excited to see if I get a call back. Because at my school, everyone gets in, but only people who might get leads. I'm fine with either, but it would be cool to get a lead!

Hmmm I have nothing else to report on. Everything else is TOO personal. So I'll keep it to myself. Yuss... Alright I have nothing else to add. I'll write again later! Bye.