The Hardest Truth

I think the hardest thing to do when you are a teenager is keeping up with your promises. To others, to yourself, it's hard. So I would like to apologize to my maybe to readers (you know who you are) for not blogging. You probably don't care but it's cool. So! On with blogging! Onward soldiers!!

On the inside, I hurt.

But on the outside, I wear my mast well.

Soft smiles and Bright eyes.

They wear me out until I am nothing.

Deep down, in the core of my body, all I want is sleep.

Nothing more then to sleep away the day.

But everyday I wake up,

I put on my mask and I laugh and smile.

But if you look hard enough,

You can still see the sleep in my heart.

If you can see it, wake me up.

I hate it when people look too much into things. They strip it of all meaning by trying to figure out it's meaning. Honestly, maybe the writer didn't mean anything when they wrote it. The words came to them but they don't pertain to the writer at all. When I wrote that poem, (it's not very good but then again I'm not a writer.) I wasn't thinking of me at all. I had just woken up and was a little sleepy and there you go, SLEEP became the theme of my poem. Whoop-di-doo. BIG DEAL to some. I'm not depressed. Everyone writes all kinds of things. I may write Happy poems, love poems, depressing poems, all that jazz! But I'm not happy, in love, depressed or whatever. I mean I am happy but it doesn't have to be in my poems. Please don't aways read into things. I mean sometimes you have to, but really?! I think there are some things to can leave well enough alone. It's silly. Blegh. Done with that now... Ha!

Total Eclipse of the Heart is the best song ever. Hahahaha!

I'm pretty much in love with that song. It's hilariously 80's (I think it's 80's)

So enjoy your day you guys! I;m seeing Despicable Me tonight. Sick nast!!! Okay so peace!!

I'm leaving you for forever.

HA JUST KIDDING! Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I'm a "noob." But yeah there is only one thing that I want to say. Sorry.

I'M ON YOUTUBE! CHECK ME OUT. My user name is allyomallyable. Yeah that's awesome. Say it out loud. It's funny. Ha! Yeah so love it. http://www.youtube.com/user/allyomallyable That's the link to my youtube. Check it out. I'll sing, I'll dance, I'll look stupid. All of that good stuff. Please keep in mind that this is my first video so it sucks. Yeah... Love it!!Mmmmkay I'm leave for today. Shmanks. Bye!

Yo, Dude I'm Digging That Dress.

Ha HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! That is my response to Watchmen. I saw it for the first time today, or at least I saw most of it, I have to see the last forty minutes some other time. But yeah, I read the book, and this movie does not do the book justice. It's actually kind of really funny, and it's not supposed to be funny! It's supposed to be disturbing and amazing... It was neither. Well it was a little disturbing, but not in the good way the book was. Oh and yeah, I'm THAT awesome. I read the graphic novel. Praise me if you must, because I am just THAT cool. I don't have to try hard. HA! Just kidding peepo-diddles.

Mmmmmh Curse my bad luck. The Ab Guy (E.A.- Not the Wellesley one, the picture one). Yeah bad luck. Bad Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad.

I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SPEAK PROPERLY! I HAVE COME TO FIND THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO. THAT IS A PROBLEM. SO YEAH, I HAVE A PLAN TO LEARN BUT THAT REQUIRES LEARNING. UGH THIS WILL BE HARDER THEN I THOUGHT.

Oh shoot this has taken e three hours to write. I'll write another one later. Sorry for nothing pretty to look at! Bye!

The Jesus Rug

HEY! So prom was on Saturday. Pretty fun. I got to ride in a limo for the first time. Classy, I know. Ha it was great except for the fact that the limo driver wasn't the best driver and almost killed three pedestrians. No biggie.

Speaking of bad drivers, my dad saw a woman get hit by a car today. It was on route nine. I bet that was terrifying! Here's how the conversation went down.

Papa: I saw a woman get hit by a car today

Sister: What?! Where?!

Papa: Route nine.

Sister: Oh my goodness is she okay?!

Papa: Well she was screaming so that's a good sign.

I know that sounds crazy but my dad is a doctor and he has a point. If she were not screaming, say she was passed out, then there would be a major problem. And if there were no problem, he would have seen her get up and be okay. Screaming is a sign that you are hurt but not to the point that you are not conscious. Just saying...

So ANYWAY, prom. Here is my favorite picture of me that they put up. Enjoy.

I know I look silly, but there is something TEN times better in a picture when people are laughing and smiling then when they are posing and serious. I'm being silly and me which is the prettiest I can get. Ha if you think I look stupid... Well that's your opinion. Ha!

ANYWAY, here is a song for you. I like it a lot.

Ahhhh Charlie... You are wonderful. Ha I have quite a problem. Yeah me and E.A. started that trend. No one would know him at my school if it weren't for us. GO EPA! (shout out? I think so)

Mmmkay I'm gonna go..... Bye!

Hello

AHhhhh my whole school is buzzing about prom! It's hilarious! I like it... Ha I wish that I was buzzzzing about it! Oh wait! Ha I'm going! I forgot... Alright I'm done now!

Why is it that I always start to talk to Flogging Molly? Ugh he is so very attractive! Like seriously. Stupid people... They be very mean. Cock Block. No. Ewww. Gross.

I HAVE A NEW KITTEN! I now have two kitties. Katya/Katja. Yeah love it! Haahhaha!!!

Goodness me this post has no substance at all!!! Nothing interesting...!

Oh right, I forgot. I got V.P. of Costumes. Ha I get to dress everyone! It was really fun. We showed up and then people nominated us. Then, we gave speeches. It wasn't much of a competition though because no one ran against me. So yeah it was pretty much me going up and saying.

"Hi I'm Alessandra.

I like clothes.

I'm excited to clothe you.

Please vote for me since you have SO many people to choose from.

Thanks for not running against me.

Thank you"

Ha how amazing is that speech?! I'm pretty sure that If I had done it during speech class I would have gotten 100%. Especially with the weird hand thing! (In case you weren't there I was doing something weird with my arms.) Yeah but who cares! If someone had run against me, S.S. would have beat them up. What a good friend!

EVERY BOY IN THIS BAND IS SEXY. I ENJOY IT A LOT. I ALSO ENJOY CAPS LOCK. YEAH SO HERE IS The Summer Set AND THEIR SONG She's got the Rhythm. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. HERE IS ALSO THEIR COVER OF Love in the Club, THAT I LIKE MORE THEN THE OTHER SONG.

Yeah I enjoy these! I hope you do to! Hey so Prom pictures, they'll be posted soon!!! But for now, goodbye! PEACE!

HATE!!!!

This post is entirely for things I hate. Sorry. I had to do it. I'm MAD!

I HATE those things that I hate.

Done now. Peace!

Let Me Eat Your Banana!

AHhhhh This band business is exciting but now I'm all worried. Every band, when it's starting off, sucks. Everyone knows that and everyone comes to terms with that. But what if we never get over that sucky period? What if we stay terrible for forever?! That would be terrible! I might just... Sit in a corner and cry. Oh how sad. Now I'm all worried. Gah! I'm gonna freak out soon. Be glad that your not here to see that. Because I will be freaking out silently and no one likes that! To keep it inside and never let it out until you DIE! Ahhh I don't want to DIE! Bad bad bad! Oh well. I'll get over it. If we suck, we suck, you know? Yeah.

OK so yeah... That's all I really have to say. No prettiness. It's time for Chocolate. Peace!!!

Dang this is short... HA!

Misguided Ghosts

Yay! Guess who is started a band?! I am! I have finally just decided to do it! And do you know what my reasons are for finally taking initiative? They are actually quite silly... So I have this best friend, R.C. I have known her since fourth grade. So anyway, I have noticed that she has her own band (which we had always planned on doing but I ended up moving...) And It made me think... She can have a band? The girl who was so super shy, I was always the brave one? But I'm too scared just to ask one if they wanted to start a band? Well no. That's not gonna happen! So I am starting a band. We have no name, there is only me and one other person in the band... If you know a drummer or some one who plays and instrument that would be much appreciated. I can only sing so I'm kind of helpless. Ha I'm going to get on that whole learning how to play something thing. Yeah...

It's funny how you can really hate a band and then, all of the sudden, hear one song and really really really like them... Yes... I like Paramore now. Ha I'm such a loser. Call them a guilty pleasure or whatever, but I hated them before and I am now buying their new (not old, I hate the old one) album on itunes... Yes... I am the coolest. Which it just so happens that my bands first song is from their new album (Yeah we are covering it...) I'm not telling you what it is yet BECAUSE we are gonna make a video and I will then post it. Ha get excited! But of course this means I have to learn the song first so it may be a little while... Just a little. Ha in the mean time, here is a song of theirs that I really like! It's NOT the one we're doing.

I really want her hair color... Would it look stupid if I did that? I mean it's the same hair cut so hey, why not the color. It's not that I want to be her or anything... I just think her hair is AWESOME!

Photo shoots are fun. Let's have one! A nice lovely photo shoot where you take pictures. A weird concept, I know, but I think we can get the hang of it!

Hahahahaha this is GloZell. Ha she is hilarious! Check her out on youtube!


Mmmkay I have to go you guys! So over in out! Have a good day! PEACE!

Animal Intensity.

Ha what does that even mean?!

Yeah so I love love love love love love love love listening to music that makes you so good inside. I must say, I just had a wonderful dance party by myself. It was great!!! I had loads of fun! So come on! Get on a great song and have a dance party too! It's the only way to get by. They really are fun. Scream the words and jump around! Shake your head, shake your butt, jam out! Have you ever been to a concert and just watched the band jamming out completely. They look so happy! Be that band!!! Be that HAPPY!

Hahaha so if you haven't noticed I am in an incredible mood! I am feeling rather lovely! I don't even know why. Nothing really amazing has happened today. I went to school and then went home. I have been sitting on the computer since. And yet...? I am jumping for joy! I can't get over this great feeling! If you have been reading my blog, you will see a blog from a long long time ago about me having this strange feeling that something amazing was going to happen to me. Well I have that feeling again! I don't know why!! Ahhh

Yeah so I just got on MLIA and spent a while reading. I started this blog at 3:49 and it is not 6:18. I have a problem! Ha Okay I'm gonna go. It's party time!!! So have a good day! Here Is Landon Pigg. I love his CD so much! It makes me happy....

I'm a TRANSVESTITE from TRANSEXUAL TRANSYLVANIA

OH goodness there is so much to do with so little time!

Yeah I don't know where that came from... I just felt like saying it. It was really fun too. Ha so anyway, I'M GOING TO PROM!!! Yay! Ha and I'm going with... A girl. Ha. Not that I like girls. I'm going with a friend. It will be super duper lovely! I can't wait! We are taking the T into Boston and woot woot. Yeah... That made no sense at all! Ha well hat's what I get for doing this late at night when I'm sleepy but can't sleep. Oh well! It will be a total success. I know you love my blog! Yeah yeah I'm gonna change topic now onto... VOCABULARY!!!

Ahhhh I love the way some people talk. I especially love "ghetto speak" as some people call it. There are just some things that are so funny!!

Swag

Crunk

Dayyyuuummm

Dawg

Fo-shizzle

Legit

Cracka

And many others that I of course can't think of. Yeah I keep on thinking of some amazing words for these lists and then forget them when I finally write them down. Dang it. That's the problem with my fail brain. It fails. Oh well! I like the fact that I don't say stupid things, for example: "I was amazed and like super surprised at how little rights people in sweatshops have!!!" Yeah no shit, S.G. Ha I'm sorry I had to say that. There are just some people that say the most stupid things! Seriously, where do they come up with these things? Hahaha It makes me laugh....

I'm going to marry this boy. Just saying.

*I decided not to actually put his picture up like I planned because yeah... I'm not a creeper. I don't randomly put up pictures.*

Ha me and this kid have been planning to marry since third grade. Seriously. You know when you are really little and you have one of those guy/girl friends that you are so totally close with and you always plan to marry (keep in mind that you are little!) No? Just me? Well if you do know what I'm talking about just nod your head. I bet you secretly nodded your head bu you just don't want to admit it. But ANYWAY, yes, we will be marrying eventually. So get ready for that.

Check this guy out!

Love Is A Story. Not amazing live, but he is one of my favorite bands. I love this song the most. It makes me infinitely happy even though it's not a happy.

Mmmmkay. So you have something to look at and lots to read. And now I am going to attempt to go to sleep even though I can't. Joy! Have a good weekend you guys (Ha I crack myself up with the plural. Have a good week Erica) I'll post again... Probably tomorrow! NIGHT!

It's just my luck that I finally get everything in order, I finally have a computer again and I'm ready to blog again and what happens? My internet breaks. I spent all of my spring break without internet... Which kind of wasn't that bad at all... Actually... I liked it a lot! But I am a teenage girl so that is blasphemy! Ahhhh I might just get smited right now.

Guess what?! I have become obsessed with a certain youtuber recently and it just tells me... I want to start youtubing. Why not? It sounds like fun, and it would just be me being super duper silly. I lie the idea. It think... Just maybe... That I will do it. I'll inform you nonexistent readers (except you Erica, ha you are always there. I LOVE YOU!) all about it if I decide to!

Yeah so since I'm on the subject of youtube, here is another video for your viewing pleasure!

Mmmmmm Jared Leto... What a sexy beast! The 30 Seconds to Mars concert was sick! It was absolutely amazing. I loved it! Ummmm yes it was great. That's all I will say... Ha!

Whatever happened to Aly and AJ. They were huge for a little while! All over the Disney radar then suddenly... They went away. Weird! They just freaking disappeared. Ahhhh mind blowing!!

Here is a list of words we should use in our vocabulary regularly!

THE LIST

Wonky

Drivel

Wicked

Ass-um

Jeezy Creezy

Flagnon

Chickadee

Ummh

Oofta

Palooza

Ack

Ugh

Buh (Ha Charlie)

Hiya

Mmmkay

Yeah I have more but I have given up. Maybe I'll add more later...? Yeah... Sure. HA!

I just watched almost every charlieissocoollike video withmy sister... We are AWESOME! Yeah I'm gonna finish them off now...

Mmmmkay (Ha reference!) I'm gonna go now! I'll post again tomorrow (hopefully~!)

BYeBYe

I died.... And now I'm back

Hello everyone.... I died.... Sorry about that. But I'm back now, living and breathing and such. Well for the most part. I was sick so yeah, the breathing part was a little hard... Ha I couldn't sing without coughing every so often... It made things difficult when I was singing in the choir concert. NOT IMPORTANT though. Ha so anyway, I don't know what to tell you. I could fill you in on all of the things I've done recently but that would make then longest post in the history of man! So I will not do that. But I will.... Ugh yeah I have nothing else to say. Should I ramble? Nawwww. I'll say a few things and then skivvie.

SHOUT OUT TO ERICA!! I LOVE YOU!!1 YOU ARE THE BEST!!!1

Yes so E.A. and I recently found a rather cool dude... Ummm actually the most amazing dude. Charlie is his name and is his name and I rather like him. Here is one of his videos... :]]

Ummmm yeah I love him... charlieissocoollike.

Ahhh who wouldn't like him? He is so cool like!!! Enjoy my friends!

Uhhh.... I am seeing 30 Seconds to Mars on Tuesday. I'm super excited!!!! Jared Leto.... So beautiful!!!!

Yeah I have nothing else to say... Ha!!! So yeah I guess I'll write a better post later. Peace out Scouts!!!

HAPPY FIFTIETH!

AHHHH THIS IS THE FIFTIETH POST I HAVE WRITTEN!!! Are you proud of me? I have actually kept up with this for that long?! Dang! Ha well Isn't this just exciting? Ahhh! How exciting.

Man, I am beat! It's really quite sad! I am so very tired! Why why why why why? Oh yeah, because I have no life other then theater anymore. I forgot for a second. Pooey. I mean, I love theater, but it takes up so much of my time! And effects my grades too.... Blegh. How EXHAUSTING!

Alrighty then, I met a cute boy today. Lets call him... Flogging Molly. That's his name now. Yes, Flogging Molly is quite attractive. Good personality too. But I am always meeting boys. Ha! He says we will be dancing at the dance though. Yay. Ha! Should be fun. He seems nice. A good new friend? Maybe! Hopefully better then Camel. Abandon er. Bahahahah! Just kidding. Hmmmm.... SEMI IS GONNA BE SWEET! So many cool people going! Maybe another person? Maybe....

I found a dress for the semi formal. It's one Saturday. I think I have already said this. Well I'm excited for the award ceremony then a quick change and off to the dance! Ha at least this dance has benefits. If we don't move on, it will cheer me up, if we do then I'll be able to celebrate! I'm excited. YAY for bright pink dresses! I'm gonna look like a Barbie, I swear. Ha!

So They decided on themes for the schools that we are hosting. It's cereal! My group got Frosted Flakes. Ttttthhhhheeeerrrrrreeeeeeeee GREAT! Ha It will be wonderful! Or I hope it will be! We are getting decorations tomorrow I think. Wish us luck! We usually have a small budget so hopefully this will go well! Ahhhh I'm excited! This will be sick!

So I bought the Alice in Wonderland soundtrack, Almost Alice. It wasn't as amazing as I had hoped it would be. Meh, how not exciting. Oh well, there are some sick songs on the C.D. I'm embarrassed to say that I like the Avril Levine song the best... Little funfact, did you know that Avril means April in French? Cool right? Anyway, I suggest people see the movie though. I liked it. It wasn't epic, but it was pretty sweet!

Ahhh I have nothing else to report.... Other then I'm going to bed at eight tonight. Excited? Yes. So goodnight all! Have a good one!

AHHHHH GOOD SONG!!! :D

Goosey Goose

Okay, Camel is gone! It's all good though! I just have to believe in myself and it will disappear! Please believe in me too! It's for the best! Bye bye Camel.

Hmmmm No prom everyone, by the way. I got uninvited. I don't know if I told you about the prom. Got invited, now I'm not. Ooooh well!

I AM THE BEAST OF ALL BEASTS! I FINISHED A LAB REPORT IN AN HOUR!! Suck it. HA! I love getting stuff done. Granted it was a terrible report, but who cares? I don't. Ahhh I am so tired man!!!

Okay so Semi finals are on Saturday, the same day as the Semi formal. Ha what are the odds? They be slim mister! But it will be great. The first one was wonderful! I met a lot of wonderful people. But festival is very stressful. And my grades go way down during the week of! It doesn't help that tomorrow I have TWO tests and play practice. Ugh this is getting to be way to much work. I really dislike it at the moment. Not very fun. But it will get fun I bet. I have come to find that around Semi's time, nothing is fun, everyone is just so dead set on getting to the finals. Then at the finals they get all chill again. I wish every stage were like the Pre-lims. Everything is just so chill and nice. I enjoy it a lot.

So here is my goal for Semis. I will be outgoing and lovely. I don't want to go to find a guy, that's stupid. It's a perk but not a good reason to go. I want to have fun and I want to see all of the wonderful plays that go on. I want to be happy. Oh be happy PLEASE!

Does anyone want to talk? I would rather enjoy that. If you know me, you can contact me.I just need to talk. Or listen. I need to get my head strait is what I need... So yes, There isn't much else to say. I'll tell you all about the school I'm hosting for Semi's on Thursday. That's when I meet them. Hopefully they are super chill! Okay, well goodbye for now my loves!

This song makes me insanely happy. All Over Town- The Kooks.
It's a sad but sweet tune...

Freakles.

Ha. Ha. Ha. Who doesn't like Freakles?

I got sick yesterday. This morning when I woke up and told my dad I felt terrible, he replied, "Don't go to school then." So I didn't. Who has replaced my Daddy? My sister later told me he probably let me stay because I was older. Anyway, I spent the night sleeping a reading. Good day. Though a little boring I must say... Ooooh well! I liked relaxing. But yeah, right now I'm watching Benjamin Button and reading MLIA's. Man MLIA is so much better then FML. It's way less depressing. I love them so much... Oooh people with average lives are the best!

Hmmmm Camel... Enough said.

Ahhhh I have nothing to report because I did NOTHING today. Well I did read a book. Here it is. Read it....

Bass Ackwards and Belly Up.

Yeah, well I guess I'll go away for now.... Meh. Bye!

Ahhh Before I go, I missed a call and now I'm angry. HA! Stupid phone didn't ring...

Tata for now!


LIGHTS- Saviour

UGHHHHH!!!!

Oooh I am mad... Really really mad. Angry at myself really. But what can I do about it? I'm a dumb girl. Dumb dumb dumb dumb! Why? Camel? Yes. Shiz. This sucks man!

Hmmm I had a forty minute heart to heart with B.C? Weird! I mean it was great to get things off my chest. There have been some things that I just need to talk about but... I can't always. I don't know why I told him... It just came out I guess... SO I told a random kid things that I don't usually tell them... And he cried? Weird. I wasn't expecting it! Well we know more about each other I guess.

So I'm regretting deleting that post from a couple of days ago. It was a great post. But It's gone now, not coming back. I shouldn't have done it. Ooooh well.

I am sick. This sucks man! I hate being sick! It's rather terrible. I dislike it... Just wanted to reiterate that point. I don't like being sick. Not at all. Yuck. Gross. Ewww. MEh. Blegh. Gah.

I got a solo in chorus. Everyone should come see me fail completely! It will be a smash! It will be a ball. It will be a hit! Gosh I dislike my life right now. Problems. Bad stuff. Stupid stuff. Teenage angsty stuff. Oh well! Who cares? Everyone has enough problems already! Why complain about mine? One one these days I'll do something for myself but for now, I have others on my mind. ALRIGHT!

Enough of that.

So has anyone noticed the facebook tradition of making the little box under your profile picture say the date of when you officially became an item with your significant other? I have noticed... It's funny how people state that. What happens when you break up? You have to change it and you are reminded of when you first got together. Ouch. And there is a new sensation sweeping the nation! www.formspring.me/yourname or whatever you want. Yeah so It's a silly little site made for people that like to answer annoying questions. You make one, post in on your facebook, and people anonymously ask you questions that you can then choose to answer or delete. They then all become your status', updated every time you answer a question. I'm really debating on whether to make one, just to see what people would ask me. I won't, but hey, it's fun to think about it. What if I get a super personal question? Or what if some random person confesses their love for me? i would never know who it was. I guess that's the best part of it... Meh, I won't get one though. I'm not really brave enough to, if that makes sense....?

Alright, I have nothing else to say. So toodle-ooo! Have a nice day!

What the Flagnon?

Hmmm I have a problem. This problem needs to be solved. But how do you solve a problem you don't want to solve? Well I don't know. That's why I'm asking. But the thing is, everyone's answers are so vague! And I know why. They shouldn't solve my problems for me. I need to solve them... Somehow.

Mmmmkay.... So I like skype. A lot. I enjoy it! Immensely. Ooooh well.

So I found this absolutely amazing poem. It makes me happy and sad at the same time... Here it is!

Something Childish but Very Natural

If I had but two little wings

And were a little feathery bird,

To you I'd fly, my dear!

But thoughts like these are idle things,

And I stay here.

But in my sleep to you I fly:

I'm always with you in my sleep:

The world is all one's own

But then one wakes, and where am I?

All, all alone.

Sleep stays not, though a monarch bids:

So I love to wake ere break of day:

For though my sleep be gone,

Yet while 'tis dark, one shuts one's lids,

And still dreams on.

- Samuel Taylor Coleridge

I don't know why I like that poem so much. I found it in English class, when we were supposed to be reading Rime of the Ancient Mariner. But I loved it. Ask K.E. She knows. She saw me and laughed. HA!

So shout out to my friend that I'm talking to right this second... Ginger, yo.

Mmmmkay... Nothing else to say... So yeah... Here is one of my favorite songs... Oooh how I Love the Kooks. They bring me to my "happy place." Peace out girl scouts!

The Definition of Me.

AHHHHHH!!!! Festival is tomorrow!! :O

Moon Struck

I'm back from being AWOL again. I keep doing that! Dang it! But anyway, how's it going everyone? Good? I hope so! Here's the update on my life...

My best friend is officially not my best friend anymore. And the kid hasn't even really said it to me. Just to people I know. He "avoids" me. Oh well, whatever. I have a lot of other friends!

I got back from Seattle okay. It's quite lovely! I really really really want to go to the University of Washington. It's quite lovely. And I really fit in there! I mean Seattle is like the birthplace of alternative. Meaning it's full of Hipters/Scenesters/Emurs/HOTNESS! Man I love it there! Oh I really want to go there. Maybe I'll be a music teacher or a drama teacher... How fun!

I tried out for the solo in chorus today. Apparently I'm being "considered." How very exciting. Along with me, C.F. is being considered. I don't mind if she gets it, she has a pretty voice. But I do mind if C.E. gets it. I will be super P.O. I really don't like her. And she adds all of this pop-like flair to it that just doesn't sound good. Gosh darn it! Meh!!!!!

I'm back at school and do you know what that means?! HELL WEEK! Ahhh practices until 9:30 every night! Ahhh it's terrible! But I like it. If only I could get all of my homework done... And man, costuming is way harder then I thought it would be! It's always changing and you don't always have costumes for people when they are need. AHHH! We have so little time! We have two days and we still need some costumes! Ahh! Scary! Oh well.... It will be great. The costumes we do have are great! Oh by the way, those that go to X high school, come see the show! It's great! I swear it has gotten so emotional, I might cry during it! (I won't actually cause I don't cry, but you know.)

Okay I have nothing else to say at the moment so sleep tight everyone! Have a good night!! I love you all!!!

An artsy picture of me, taken by my sister. I look so indie!

Yo Yo Yo It's Lunchtime!

So I have not written in a while, dear readers (that aren't actually there). So I will update you I guess! By the way, I have been stalling on the whole writing thing... I just don't wanna! Hahaha!

So anyway, it's February break here in Massachusetts! Meaning while everyone everywhere else is having school, people in my town are vacationing in Hawaii, or in my case Seattle. So here I am, away from my friends in a city that is... Very wet and very gray. But I love it! Washington, as my sister told me, is the birthplace of alternative. I have never seen so many hipsters/scene kids in my life! (That's a total lie, there were more in Texas) But I have decided that I really love it here! Even with all of the hobo's that take drugs, man they make it even better! I really enjoy it here... Maybe I'll go to U Dub....

So yeah I found out that my best friend doesn't want to be friends with m,e because he "doesn't like me as a friend or a person and she is too socially awkward..." Gosh what a mean person...This is my best friend? Well I should have seen it coming. He is just one of those guys that drops people after a certain amount of time. My time has come. And I will bow out of it gracefully. I really want to yell at him or something. You see, I'm not mad at him for not liking me, I'm mad at him for trash talking me to my sister. What a meanie. Oh well. I think I will live. Ha!

I got asked to prom! How exciting! No one knows though. Shhh. (How very like me to tell a secret I don't want many people to know on the INTERNET. Ha I'm a cool kid)

Valentines day was... Uneventful. YAy!

I think my friend thinks we are going on a date... I don't really know though. Yikes!

Please please please please please let my wish come true!!

So yeah, I can't think of anything else, so goodbye for now! I'll write again later! I promise...! Peace!


My Children My Bride- On the Wings of Integrity