Yeah Boy and Doll Face.

Now I know you might find this totally crazy but I believe in radio karma. What is radio karma you may ask? I believe that the song that is on the radio when I turn it on will tell e about my day to come, or affect my day in some way. I know it sounds silly but it's totally true! One time I turned on the radio and it was Firefly by Owl City. From then on my day was absolutely wonderful! I know it makes me sound crazy or stupid, but haven't you ever believed in something that just is so weird and outlandish and just positively wonderful? Hmmm Maybe it's just me. I'm just a weird kid.



Wanna know what else is weird with me? My mood. It's weird.... I feel like... I feel like I'm missing something really important. Something that I should have by now but I just... Don't. I guess it doesn't really matter. This is a normal teenage thing to be feeling. It makes sense right? I'm not some crazy girl that is going through some manic depression or something. Ha. I heard that you can always tell that someone is going to commit suicide if they drastically change, like cut their really long hair short, or something. I think it's because they crave that last bit of attention before they do away with themselves. I don't know, I haven't cut my hair or anything so I think I'm pretty safe for now... Hopefully. I'm thinking no word of the day today, sorry darlings. Not in the mood. Ha Jesus I'm such a Debbie Downer today! It's pretty bad... Next time I promise it won't be so bad! But anyway I guess I'll just give you your picture. Keep debating Barney you guys! Talk to ya laterrrrr!



This is a good picture. This artist did a good job. It's called Burlesque singer. Just putting it cause I was singing today. Bye now!

Hey look at me!

So I am so very tired of this play. I mean I get that we have to practice every day, but darn! I'm so tired everyday! It's like they don't even know that we have school! I am a high schooler, in AP classes. Yeah, practicing everyday after school until the wee hours of the night is so difficult. And we are off book now! (That's theater lingo for we are not using our scripts anymore.) Have you ever been in a play? When you do, you can complain to me about how much time you are spending on the damn thing. Now on to other news, the swan costume is going very well. I'll upload pictures when it's all done. Sadly to say this project of me making the costume is not working. My mom is the one making it. Gr on that. I really need to learn how to sew. I want to make all of my own clothes and have this crazy, cool unique style! That would be fun! But hey, I'm a girl, I think about being my own person with unique style all the time. Ha! Not at all. I have no style what-so-ever. It's great. I like clothing... Hmmmm do I ever... All right I'll change the subject now.



So I face a mission for all of you guys! I want you all to ask everyone around you, whoever is there, whether Barney is Purple or a Weird Shade Of Blue. And then I want you to argue the opposite of whatever they tell you. I know this sounds really really weird, but trust me, it's kind of fun... Then I want you to comment, telling me what happened. Do it! You know you want to! I know that it is weird but seriously... It's fun! (Man I have a weird sense of fun...) Ok anyway, I think it's time for the word of the day. And guess what it is? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... It's JIZZ! I was listening to The lonely Island's Jizz In My Pants today and have now decided that you should all know what it means. So yeah here...




1. jizz

is an organic fluid known as semen that usually contains spermatozoa. It is secreted by the gonads (sexual glands) and other sexual organs of male or hermaphroditic animals, including slugs, for fertilization of female ova. The process of discharge is called ejaculation.
She got jizz all over her : She has semen all over her.



2. jizz

The secret ingredient of a Big Mac.
Wow, you can really taste the jizz!



Yeah So I am super embarrassed for this Word of the Day but yeah.... I felt it was needed. Ha! SO anyway, how has everyone's day been? Mine has been pretty... Okay? I hate it when people are juvenile... Okay that isn't true. I hate it when people act stupid for stupid reasons. I mean, let me tell you a story. There was this guy, and he liked me, but we are only just friends. Now I know people hate that line "I see you only as a friend," but think about it, If you honestly don't see them that way are you just gonna say, I don't like you? No you won't say that because it's not true. You would say "I like you as only a friend." And so I wanted to be honest and I was. But now woe is me, he won't even look at me! Not only will he not look at me or talk to me, but now none of his friends will either! Which is stupid because I am fiends with all of them and now I have no one to hang out with. Blegh. Boys are silly... They are! I don't know of any girls that do that! Hmph... But anyway, I have good news for all of you that know me... Of course I won't say it over the Internet you will have to ask me in person... Ha! Now a couple of the four readers can go crazy! Buahahahah! Well yeah, I really should go now... So Adieu for now! Here is your pretty picture. Peace!


I am IN LOVE with this boy's hair. Deviant art, You can find the best pictures!

Attack of those firery ninjas!!!

So hey, I haven't blogged in a little while.... Sorry about that! I have been super busy with the play and everything. But, I'm blogging now so have no fear, AllyO'mally is here!!! Wow lame.... So anyway, Have I got a story for you! Damn it, I sound like the freaking Veggie-Tales! (Which by the way you should all watch because it's amazing!) Yeah So, I have a solo... Oooh big deal right? Well that's what I thought, until I found out that it is in front of the WHOLE FREAKING SCHOOL! Yeah I'm freaking out over here. I have not sung in front of that many people before.... Luckily I have Team AC with me! I love those guys. For those of you who actually read this... And if you go to my school, Yeah they are all amazing, granted they are all Theater Nerds. (Theater nerds are amazing so whatever.) ANYWAY, I have more to rag on about Massachusetts people, because I'm cool like that, and because I secretly love them all for it.

Yeah so what the heck is up with people that talk to you ALL the time via facebook and texting, but they NEVER talk to you in person? It's so annoying!!!! I mean it's especially annoying if they are always telling you to talk to them in person, but they never actually make conversation with you. Exhibit A: I have a friend, who has no name. Anyway he is always getting mad at me because I never talk to him in person. So I see him walking down the halls one day, so I say hello for once. And what does he do? He smirks at me and walks away. Yes, he SMIRKS at me, and WALKS AWAY! What. The. Hell? Blegh it makes no sense whatsoever! I mean seriously? This is the kid who is always telling me I'm never talking to him in person and that makes him "so sad." Well Apparently not so sad because the freaking douche didn't talk to me! (By the way, this is only jokingly. I don't actually hate him or anything.) Yeah but has that ever happened to you guys? Just those stupid kids that do that? Or do you do that to people? Either way it's SO ANNOYING right?!!!

Ha, I'm really diggin' the caps lock right now. It really conveys your feelings, good or bad. Yeah so I want to address something. I am SO sorry that parts of my stupid blog are being cut off, especially in that last post. I mean that's just RETARDED! HA there I go with the caps lock again... But yeah, I'm sorry if on your computer it did that. On some computers it may be just fine, but on mine, it's cut off, which is retarded, as I had said before. Wow a lot of commas in that sentence, some of them probably not needed, but whatever, it's all in good fun. So anyway ready for your word of the day? It's gonna be delicious. Literally. The word of the day is DELICIOUS! Ha so here you go. Definition for you dumb-asses.

1.	delicious
	Food that taste very, very, good. This chocolate cake is delicious!
2.	delicious
	Used to describe someone who is very attractive and/or has tremendous sex appeal. See Billie Joe Armstrong. The lead singer of Green Day is delicious.
3.	delicious
	A hottie that has it all. Brains, Bod, Personality, Tude, A True Goddess... She is so delicious - a total package. Just the thought of her is enough to make me loose my mind. In my personal opinion, you are all positively DELICIOUS for reading this. You make me happy, whether you like it or not! Ha, NSN reference! Oh by the way I was told I had to say this for my friends. Gabe and Mickey are both douches. Total dicks. Ha ha ha. There I told everyone just as you asked. (Something gives me the feeling you don't even read this... Ha!) Right-o! So I can't really think of much else to talk about. I might be doing two posts today, because I need to catch up on lost time. By the way, thank you, one reader, who commented and told me to keep blogging. I'm blogging right now because I saw that! Yay! You're a cool one! *Insert smiley face* I'm trying not to use emoticons. Anyway, I guess it's time for your pretty picture and for me to take my leave! Talk to you again later tonight probably! And if I don't leave me very angry comments. That will show me! Ha! 'Kay well here's your picture!!! Yeah so this is a Rockstar. I thought this picture was absolutely amazing! Check out www.deviantart.com. It has all of this art submitted by these people and a lot of it is really wonderful! Check it out! Okay well peace out, "Y'all." Eww I hate that. I will never use it again.,

Fame, I'm Gonna Live Forever!

Today, we have had the wonderful experience of lighting a fire in our fireplace. Now we had done this many many times in Germany, but for some reason, this fire decided to be extra smokey, which mean, the dreaded fire-alarm when off. Not a pleasant sound. Now you know how smoke is supposed to go up the chimney? Well that's not what it is doing. It's going out of the fireplace into our rooms. It smells like burning firewood in my home everyone! It's... Fun? Oh what am I saying, it's oodles of noodles of fun. (Dane Cook reference) So what's been happening my friends? Enjoying the colder weather? I know I am! I love the cold. Well I love the cold when I am dressed appropriately. Don't you just hate it when you leave for school in the morning, thinking it will be cold, but it turns out that it is really, really cold!?! I hate that! I like being warm in the cold. It's nice!

So today I am going to my very first party. I have never been to a real party before until tonight so cross your fingers for me, okay? Yes so what exactly do you do at a party? Especially one for seventy-five people? I mean I know it's outside, in a tent, with a DJ. Yeah and that there will be a lot of people from my grade. Yuck. People in my grade just don't like me. They think I'm "emo." Not very cool man!!!! I blame the hair. It was supposed to be "scene" but here there is no scene. There is emo/ goth. I am neither of those. But anyway, I don't know why I'm worrying about this party. It doesn't even matter. Never mind anything i said. Wow I just wasted a minute or two of your life on this silly paragraph.... Wasn't it just lovely? It was great. I know, I know. You loved it.You did indeed.

So time for the word of the day I guess. Yes that mean I'm in a better mood. No biggie. So any way your word for today is... MERP.

1.	merp
	noun: Mary Jillian Castillo verb: 1. To savor things beyond the last drop. 2. Prolonging a topic of conversation, joke, or noun beyond its recommended life-span. adjective: cute. whimsical anime-style, often used to characterize head garb. noun. "'ey Merp!" verb. "Stop looping that song before you merp it." adj. "That is quite a nice merp-hat you are wearing today, sir." 2. merp A playful term used between friends TJ; *Pokes Maria* Merp. Ok well it has many other definitions but I can't copy and paste them right now and I'm too lazy to type them all up. So yeah I picked this word because people have been asking me what it meant and well, I honestly didn't really know what it was. So I looked it up! Yay! So everyone look at all the other definitions on urbandictionary.com. Very useful website man! It defines everything. And I mean EVERYTHING! Go there and worship it. No don't do that. That's bad. Almost as bad as smoking. Have I mentioned that I am strait-edge? Yes, I don't drink or smoke, so please don't ask if I want to, because I don't. Too many people offer. I don't like it when people offer. It's annoying. Wow I'm really going for choppy sentences today. It's. Terrific. Very. Much. So. What if people actually spoke like that? Well sometimes people do. It makes me laugh. Sometimes I'll even talk back to them like that. It's hilarious because you can really tell that they don't even notice that they speak in such choppy sentences. So when you start talking like they do to them, they think you are really weird. It's funny. I love it. But anyway I should get going! I need to get ready for said party that I'm going to. Goody goody gumdrops. So peace love and happiness to you all. If you have my number then text me... Or call me. Whichever. And if you don't have my number? Well then that's too bad. Ha. Okay well here's your pretty picture.

So yeah This is Lights. She is probably the most beautiful woman to walk this Earth. I wish I looked like her because she is beautiful. Goodness! So look her up on myspace. http://www.myspace.com/lights There is her link! Yeah so she is amazing. If you guys get her to meet me I'll love you forever! I'm serious I really really want to meet. her. She is my idol... Okay well goodbye my lovelies!!!

Decision Making

Life sucks when you have to make hard decision. It always seems to at least. Most people run from their fears or some face it right away. I am most definitely a run away from my fears kind of person. It's really very terrible. Terribly terrible. But I'm a big girl right? I'll get over it soon, like most girls. We tend to stress over things and then minutes later we totally forget entirely. I'm pretty sure that must annoy the hell out of most guys, and well most girls hate it too. Take me for instance. I do not like how someone can cry over a guy one minute and then be making out with another the very same day. I once asked a girl why she did this after she had. All she said was, "I am young. Why should he have to tie me down?" Yeah you didn't say that a couple hours ago. You were crying about it ALL night. But who really cares right? Not me. Ptttssshhhh of course not.... That's a lie. I do care, because not only is it annoying but you sit there thinking 'HOW ARE YOU GETTING ALL THESE GUYS!' Okay maybe that's just an Alessandra thing.

Okay so I am very sorry for being so annoying today. I'm in a really bad mood. And I know I haven't written in a long time. I recently got to a computer so I'll be writing again! Yay for technology!!! Lap-tops are wondrous things! SO anyway, I need YOUR help! I need you to spread the love on my little blog here. I like knowing that people read this. Ha Ha. I'm just kidding you really don't need too. It would be cool though! (Hint hint....) Alright-y so I guess I'll just get on with this post cause yeah... It's not very interesting...

You know what. No Word of the day today. I'm in such a bad mood it just doesn't seem right. I don't really know why. I just can't get myself to pick one. Goodness me something MUST be wrong with me. Ok well now I have to think of something else to say... Hmmm.... What should I write about people? Hmm.... I know! I'll talk about music.

So yeah, music. Did you know I sing? Well of course you did. I talk about it. :P But anyway, so want to hear a dream of mine? I have always wanted to start a band. A friend of mine did and it flourished. They are always having shows and being cool... I miss them. But whatever. Anyway, I absolutely love music. All kinds! well except country. I don't like country. I'll listen to anything else though! My friend Camryn has a huge music collection and she is always giving me music it's great! So seriously, when I put a band in my posts, you should really check them out. they are probably a lot better then you think! I have some good taste. SO This time I think I'm going to put three pictures. Because I feel like it... So here you go.




This is the Cab. Check them out. Alex Deleon and Alex Marshall are my loves!!!



This is Disco Curtis. Check them out. Tanner and AJ are my loves!



This is Ollie Sykes from Bring Me The Horizon. Check them out. (Hardcore) I don't like them AS much but I still love them! Ollie Sykes= my love!