If You're a flyer, then fly my Falcon!

So I want to start off by saying that I am sorry taht I haven't written ina while. I do not have a computer as you might know, (Have I mentioned that before?) so I have been trying to go to the library everyday, which of course does not work. once we get a computer I'll be able to write a lot more, though it doesn't really matter to you now does is? So Guess what everyone?!!! I made the Play and That Accapella group! Aren't I just so talented? Bahahah not really. I'm just uber happy. Only one other thing could make me happier and that involves someone comfessing their undying love for me, but that will never happen now will it. Ha ha ha by the way that was a joke. So anyway, I am so freaking happy, it's insane! I could not be happier! WEll I could, but that's not the point! My optimism bar just went strait up, meaning I'm going to be annoyingly cheerful and helpful (did that make sense?)

Love me or hate me.

So I just want to put it out there that there is no part two, to the last post, You're a shooting star part 1. There is just that one part, and I know that it will be annoying people so I'm keeping it that way. So just want everyone to know that I totally bombed that audition. I might still make it but knowing my luck, I didn't. It was still a good experience. I like all the people in it which is cool. Maybe I'll hang out with them more! It's really not my fault that I did that! I mean, lets just say Mr. Raped Shoes was there and I kind of froze up. But whatever. Who cares! Man sometimes I'm worried that he is reading this. That would totally suck! Hmm he would know my secret! Not that I'm not obvious enough. Because I am the queen of unsubtle. Seriously, me trying to be subtle must be hilarious because I completely fail. It's wonderful!



So I must say that I have been wondering if anyone actually reads this. I have always kind of wondered this. So if you are reading this, comment it or something. Hey, you can even follow it if you wish! I'm just really curious to see if people actually read this. I mean I really don't mind if no one does, and I know at least one person does (Sam?) And no one really cares about others personal lives, which is probably why fashion blogs are so popular. You never really have to hear about their live and you get to look at pretty pictures. It's kind of a win/win situation right? But anyway, if you are reading this, give me a sign that you are! I would really really appreciate that. And everyone wants a happy Alessandra! Cause when she is happy she doesn't whine as much!



So I'm adding more to this blog because I haven't written in a while. Which is really unfortunate right? I have come to find that this blog seems to be like a diary, except I actually want to write in this instead of never writing in a book that I eventually loose after writing ten pages into it. I fail at diaries. But this extra paragraph isn't about that. It's about..... Hmmm what am I getting at with this. I'm pretty sure it's just filler. I'll probably figure out a reason to be writing this in 5..... 4...... 3....... 2.......1....... Oh I know! I'll write about my school! It's fun to talk about my new school, because everyone is just freaking crazy! So I am a total loner at my school and usually end up just sitting by myself at lunch (which I am fine with!) just listening to all the conversations. Now that may be socially unacceptable, but seriously, some of the things people talk about are hilarious! I was sitting at lunch the other day and witnessed a full blown fight between two freshman over peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Yes. A real screaming match over that! One girl though they were good, the other thought them horrid. Where did it lead? One girl storming out of the cafeteria and the other on the verge of tears. I have no idea if it was just their "time of the month" or something, but I have never seen someone get so worked up about something so stupid! Oh my goodness I was laughing for the rest of the day. It really made me smile. Practically made my day. So if you guys are very sad and in need of a laugh, you should listen in on freshman's conversations. They usually have the funny ones.



Okay so the only other thing to do is.... WORD OF THE DAY! I bet you are just super excited right? What could the word be this time??!! Well the word today is, STUPID. I'm making it this word just in memory of those freshman I was eavesdropping on. Enjoy!




Stupid:

1) Someone who has to look up "stupid" in the dictionary because they don't know what it means.
You are stupid.

2) An adjective to best describe the average person
Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize that half of them are stupider than that.



Yeah so looking up this word made me feel just plain STUPID, but I wanted a real definition. There was one more meaning up I really didn't want to put that because i would probably get jumped in some way or another. Let's just say it was political and had to do with George Bush. Ha ha ha! Made me laugh. But maybe not others, eh? Yes I'm Canadian now. What are you gonna do about it?



So I must say Au revior because the evil Library lady is giving me the evil eye because I have been on for a long time. So Have a lovely day every one! (Oh my gosh, old word of the day!!!) I hope it's pleasant. Wish me luck on the auditions for the play tomorrow and also on if I got into Team AC! Gosh I hope I made it..... Here's your pretty picture!



So yeah this is the best freaking band ever and I am going to their next show no matter what! Breathe Carolina everyone! Look them up! http://www.myspace.com/breathecarolina

oh by the way, the reason why I am at a library is because I have no computer at the moment. Which is also the reason why I haven't been writing as much. So to all those people who have said anything, CHILL OUT! I'M WRITING NOW AREN'T I?!

You're a Shooting star Part 1

So this first post is dedicated to my best friend, Camryn. Now I will only do this for really really good friends so don't go asking me to write one about you, cause I won't. So here we go, this is all about you Camryn. Hope you love it!

Once upon a time, on July 13 1994, A beautiful girl was born. She was freaking crazy I tell you. From the start she was a musical fiend! Grew up listening to the best, like Jimmy Eat world. I mean seriously, this chick has to absolutely amazing. She was super smart too. Always getting good grades and reaching for the top. Always taking the hardest classes ever. But the only problem was, I bet she was super lonely, because she hadn't met me. Yes, you read right, she was lonely until she met me. (Ha ha ha Camryn, you know I love you) So anyway, her life actually started one fateful day in German class. She entered the room late, walked up to a random seat and sadly her peace was interrupted by an annoyingly high squeaky voice answering the teachers question. And it happened again and again and again. Who was this girl? Some know it all? Gosh she was just SOOOO annoying (for the record I wasn't actually all that annoying!) She refused to talk to her at first. I mean this girl was so, so annoying. But eventually it was inevitable. She just had to talk to her because her friend Gio was totally besties with her, (cause she was amazing!) Turned out they had a lot in common. They listened to the same music, they had some of the same friends, and soon, next thing you know she was asking her to a concert.

Yes everyone. My best friend thought I was the most annoying thing in the world at first. She thought I was totally weird. But it got a lot bettter after that first Breathe Carolina concert. Breathe Carolina just has a way of bringing out the good in everyone. If you want to meet anyone totally amazing i suggest you go to one of their shows. They are freaking fantastic.

But anyway, about Camryn. From then on we were inseperable. She took me to all of the best concerts and we were always going to the mall to scope out guys. She just has so much in common with me. We listen to the same music, we do the same kinds of things. She has her little fanfiction secrets just like me (I mean what are the odds that we would read the same kinds of stories?) I find that I can actually have a real conversation with her. She is wonderful and beautiful! Seriously, you are lucky to even meet her. Don't let her bitchy personality fool you, she's a total marshmellow.

This post may not make any sense but then again, you don't have to read it. Most people don't. This one is mostly meant for Camryn. (You better be happy with it chicka, This is totally rushed!) I just want to say that Camryn is the most amazing, beautiful person ever. And no one could ever take her place. You can be my best friend too, but never take her place. So remember SHE IS FREAKING AMAZING AND I LOVE HER!!!!!!!



Isn't she Gorgie???!!! :]]]

Dude Your Shoes Look Like They Have Been Raped. Glorious!

So you know those times that you say something, like word vomit, and you just feel like screaming FML after? Well imagine you walk up to a boy that you really like, and you "Wow, your shoes look like they have been raped. Glorious!" Just picture that moment. Can you see it? Do you feel bad for yourself? Because I have done that. And I feel bad for myself. It's not the most fun thing ever to do. You walk away from that person and mentally, (or in my case literally) slap yourself on the forehead. It's positively delicious. I just want to warn all of you young women out there, think before you speak. It really helps.

So on a different note, anyone excited for Friday? I'm not. I have come to like showing up at my school. I may not have many friends, but they ones I do have I like them a lot. Which is lovely (Old word of the day anyone?)! Man I have to say, Massachusetts football is totally different from Texas football. I don't think I have ever seen so many people go to a football game to not even watch it. I mean I know socializing is a natural thing in high schoolers but it's so weird to wee all of them talking to each other when some poor little boy, who's parents are probably forcing him to play that sport, is working is butt off. I feel bad for them. So for all of you that go to my high school and played tonight's game, I was watching to play. Your effort wasn't for nothing.

So I'm adding an extra paragraph because I'm not in the mood to put in the word of the day yet, so, I'm going to ramble on for a bit more. I really love music. My life has always been centered around music. I really wish I could start a band or something. Then I could spread my love for music to others. But it seems at my prep school, they think that being in a band is way to weird. I mean seriously, who wants to be a part of a form of art? Not me! It's quite silly really. Everyone listens to music, so why not be part of it? I'm actually going to try out for this Co-Ed accapella group and I was told to not even bother. What's so bad about me trying to do something I love? SO what if it's dorky and people will make fun of me? I don't! Let them jeer and laugh, I will be enjoying myself with a bunch of other people that love to sing also. So take that preppy teenagers that have no life! When I succeed in doing something I love and you are stuck working in a tiny cramped cubicle, you will probably rethink not doing something you love just because some kids might laugh at you.

Jesus, I"m so whiny today. Oh wells! SO now onto the thing you have been waiting for, the word of the day! It's super fantastic today! Can you guess what it is? Well you probably can't because my words of they day don't really have anything to do with what my posts are about. So anyway the work of the day is SALT! So here is your lovely definition. :]]

1.	Salt-
	1: adj. - to describe something unfortunate or unfavorable happening, or one's angered mood. 2: verb - to do something which causes an unfortunate or unfavorable situation. 3: inter. - to express distaste or unhappiness about a situation. note: the international symbol of salt is brushing off one's leg with the back of their hand as if one is dealing with salt being spilled upon them. also, for additional effect, one may hiss like a snake (see: salt snake). 1: "did you hear the flyers lost?" "yeah, i was pretty SALT about it, but then i remembered that those bums always lose." 2: "robert esche is doing his swiss cheese impression again this season." "yeah, he really knows how to SALT everything up." 3: "someone finished off the last of the pizza." "SALT, now what am i going to eat for breakfast tomorrow?"

Yeah so I had never ever heard of SALT until I moved here. People use it instead of saying "burn" or something. It's weird. They even have this wall at my school called the rejection wall. When the college letter come back, all of the seniors put their rejection letters up on the rejection walls, and all of their friend staple packet of salt on the letters. Isn't that weird? Oh yeah lets make our friend feel even worse that he/he got rejected by telling them it's a burn. I just find whole thing strange. I know it's meant to make people feel better, to show them that they aren't the only ones, they aren't alone in the rejection process, but seriously, you are kind of publicly displaying your crushed hopes. Hmmm maybe I'm just used to Texas, where everything is WIN WIN WIN! So if you were rejected from a college, no one ever heard about it. That secret was kept in a box, which was locked in a safe, that is buried deep in the ground where no one can find it. I swear it's crazy how many things have to be the best in Texas.... Well anyway I should go to sleep, so I'm a skivvie. Good night everyone. Hope there isn't much salt in you day tomorrow. Here's your pretty picture!!!



So yeah Kate moss is BEAUTIFUL!

Falling slowly

I seem to have a theme of naming the blog I'm writing after the song I'm listening to. CAn you guess what it is this time? You got that right, it's falling slowly from Once. I really need to see that movie. It's sad that I'm obsessed with the song and yet have not seen the movie behind it. At least I'm not one of those people that buy a whole soundtrack to a movie and never see, but tell everyone about how you LOVE the music in it. I think that's just retarded! I always think, 'Meh what a poser!' What It's all good. People can do that if they wish, but seeing the movie usually gives you more reason to talk about the music. (I'm such a hypocrite!) So I must say though, everyone should listen to Falling Slowly from Once cause it's freaking amazing. I have been listening to it on repeat as I work on my English homework (the work that I should be doing while I write this but hey, I'm a procrastinator.)

So I was wondering, have you ever met someone that is so incredibly sweet and yet the most awkward person known to man? I sure have recently. The nicest person ever. Very animated, so happy, but so damn awkwardly shy! I wonder if they know that they are so awkward? Well actually I know they are. I used to be that awkwardly shy person, you know the one that deliberately stands away fromt he crowd. The one who tags along with a friend and doesn't know anyone and makes a point to not meet anyone cause you were "dragged" there. I must say, I even had a signiture stance. I would stand with my hip cocked and my hand on my elbow. My friends teased me for forever about that. I'm not saying that I'm not awkward still, because I certainly am, But I do have to say that I'm a lot better. I don't avert my eyes when I talk to people (well not that much at least), and I try to talk above a whisper. I'm a lot more out going then when I was younger. I have a lot of people that can vouch for me. Now there is a reason why I am rambling on about such inane things, and do you want to know why? The word of the day! It just so happens to be, AWKWARD! Ha ha, see I was going some where with this. So here's your lovely definition!

Awkward:

Interjection used in a situation that is slightly uncomfortable, often accompanied by a gesture where the lower arm is thrust out parallel to the ground with the hand open and fingers together with thumb on top. (long pause) ...awkward.. So once upon a time that was me in a nut-shell. But hey, everyone has their phases. Mine was the awkward chick. I swear I really looked awkward too! But I could have been that girl who goes through a super depressed phase, or the one who gets really obnoxious and doesn't seem to have a mental block on whatever she say. These are all phases, so if you are going through that, or know someone who is, just ignore it. It'll eventually fade away... Hopefully. Goodness me, today seems to be more of me whining then me joking around about Massachusetts and its lovely inhabitants. I guess the writing of the writer effects what is written. Wow I used thatt word a lot in that sentence. Try to say that ten times fast. Well enough of this AWKWARD post! You have better things to do then read it. Peace out girl scout. (I am aware that if you are male you are not a GIRL scout. It's a saying. Get over it.) Here's your pretty picture of the day! So check this guy out! Nsn all the way! (Nevershoutnever) He is Freaking amazing!

It's in the ABC's of growing up.

Hmmmm Don't you just love Imogene Heap? I do! She has fantastic music. So yesterday I totally forgot to write, hmmm not your problem right? Yeah I know. I had so much homework. It's crazy how much you can have when you procrastinate on doing it over the weekend. And no one can deny that you don't do it! Unless you're Asian. They are cool enough to do their homework when it's assigned. But who really needs hours of homework? Not me, and not many teenagers in America. I can't say the same about Europe, but Americans don't need to be smart! Aren't they all hill-billies? That's what Russel Brand says. Who can forget his hilarious remarks about the Jonas Brothers purity rings at the 2008 VMA's. Classic! That's is one attractive man! What can I say, I, just like Katy Perry, am in love with him. (I'm only joking.)

So has anyone noticed the strange fads with websites? There have been so many huge websites over the years, mostly to do with emailing friends. Myspace, Facebook, Vampirefreaks, Myyearbook, Yahoo, AOL, AIM, Meebo. I remember the days back when people actually sent letters! You know those thin pieces of trees that usually have words on them? Yeah those are letters! You learn something new everyday! Nowadays people can't go a day without their cell phones or a computer. I'm not going to lie, I am a teenage girl, I have a strange anxiety and anxiousness when I have no way to contact my friends. I asked around and most people say they feel naked without their cell phones. I really find it hilarious, this attachment to electronics. Look at all of the BLOGGERS! They spend their days posting everyday, more then once a day. I guess this is just our way of expanding in technology. Have you ever wondered what it would be like if we didn't have all of this stuff? Just to be like how it used to be? I have.....

So on a less deep (yes oh so deep,) and unsettling note, it's time for the word of the day!!! And guess what it is! It's WICKED! Here in Massachusetts, everyone says WICKED. So here's the definition for all of you southerners, or normal people like me.

Wicked: New England slang that adds emphasis. Synonymous with really, very and hella. To describe how great something is: "This car is wicked cool!" To show aggravation: "This fucking guy is a wicked asshole!" To show frustration: "That guy is wicked slow!" To show amazement: "Wow, that game is wicked awesome!" To describe a person: "She's a wicked bitch!" To describe the weather: "Man, it's wicked hot out here!" To emphasize feelings: "That story made me wicked sad!" To exaggerate your point: "That took a wicked long time!" "That wicked cool car is wicked fast is owned by that wicked old guy, who drives it wicked slow when it's wicked hot out, which makes me wicked sad cause I'm wicked broke and I got to walk a wicked long way." I think it's wicked awesome that people here say that here! See all you New Englanders! It's even in the dictionary as your word! Be proud of it! Love it! Worship it! Make love to it! Seriously the kids at my school say it so much, they practically rape it. No joke.... Well a little bit of a joke. Ha ha ha right? You love it. I really hope that today's post have been somewhat amusing. I have to skivvie again. Because I'm a good little high schooler and need to work on my homework. Goody. It's been WICKED typing today. Very fun. Peace. Here is a nice little picture to look at. This is the best ever. Go to their Myspace page! http://www.myspace.com/heiswe

Hello, Great Wide Blogging World!

So I decided that I wanted to be like all of the cool kids these days and start my own blog instead of hearing or reading one. How lovely does that sound? Because that's what the world needs. Another teenage blogger to write about their feelings and about everything that's happening in the world that affects them. Sooooo, I better get right on that. There's a lot to write about.

My name is Alessandra, and I am in high school, I won't say which one or which grade I'm just in it. I just moved to the lovely state of Massachusetts, where the people aren't as friendly as they are in Texas. There's something about the south, maybe it's the food, but they are just really nice. If you have also just moved from the south to the northeast you probably felt the over-whelming culture shock. I should have listened to all of those Texans when they told me the kids up here wouldn't be the nicest. Ha ha ha, what an understatement! I mean I love it up here, but man do they know how to be rude. And it's marvelous! I love cranky teenagers!
So I have decided I need a little word of the day. And it's going to be Lovely! so here is the definition, just in case you are super retarded or something.

Lovely(adj)- 1] obsolete: LOVABLE
2] Delightful for beauty, harmony, or grace.
3] Grand, Swell
4] Eliciting love by moral or ideal worth.
(In this case I mean definition three.)

So I really, really, really, reallyx10 hope that I can be like all of you funny little New Englanders. Think I can? Or am I too nice? "Hey I'm from Bawston. I'm gonna pawk my caw."
Was that good? Hope it was lovely.

WELL, I'm a skivvie..... That mean I'm going to stop writing. For all those reading (*cough*no one*cough) Adieu.




Models are so pretty, but they sure do look like aliens.