The Hardest Truth

I think the hardest thing to do when you are a teenager is keeping up with your promises. To others, to yourself, it's hard. So I would like to apologize to my maybe to readers (you know who you are) for not blogging. You probably don't care but it's cool. So! On with blogging! Onward soldiers!!

On the inside, I hurt.

But on the outside, I wear my mast well.

Soft smiles and Bright eyes.

They wear me out until I am nothing.

Deep down, in the core of my body, all I want is sleep.

Nothing more then to sleep away the day.

But everyday I wake up,

I put on my mask and I laugh and smile.

But if you look hard enough,

You can still see the sleep in my heart.

If you can see it, wake me up.

I hate it when people look too much into things. They strip it of all meaning by trying to figure out it's meaning. Honestly, maybe the writer didn't mean anything when they wrote it. The words came to them but they don't pertain to the writer at all. When I wrote that poem, (it's not very good but then again I'm not a writer.) I wasn't thinking of me at all. I had just woken up and was a little sleepy and there you go, SLEEP became the theme of my poem. Whoop-di-doo. BIG DEAL to some. I'm not depressed. Everyone writes all kinds of things. I may write Happy poems, love poems, depressing poems, all that jazz! But I'm not happy, in love, depressed or whatever. I mean I am happy but it doesn't have to be in my poems. Please don't aways read into things. I mean sometimes you have to, but really?! I think there are some things to can leave well enough alone. It's silly. Blegh. Done with that now... Ha!

Total Eclipse of the Heart is the best song ever. Hahahaha!

I'm pretty much in love with that song. It's hilariously 80's (I think it's 80's)

So enjoy your day you guys! I;m seeing Despicable Me tonight. Sick nast!!! Okay so peace!!

I'm leaving you for forever.

HA JUST KIDDING! Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I'm a "noob." But yeah there is only one thing that I want to say. Sorry.

I'M ON YOUTUBE! CHECK ME OUT. My user name is allyomallyable. Yeah that's awesome. Say it out loud. It's funny. Ha! Yeah so love it. http://www.youtube.com/user/allyomallyable That's the link to my youtube. Check it out. I'll sing, I'll dance, I'll look stupid. All of that good stuff. Please keep in mind that this is my first video so it sucks. Yeah... Love it!!Mmmmkay I'm leave for today. Shmanks. Bye!

Yo, Dude I'm Digging That Dress.

Ha HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! That is my response to Watchmen. I saw it for the first time today, or at least I saw most of it, I have to see the last forty minutes some other time. But yeah, I read the book, and this movie does not do the book justice. It's actually kind of really funny, and it's not supposed to be funny! It's supposed to be disturbing and amazing... It was neither. Well it was a little disturbing, but not in the good way the book was. Oh and yeah, I'm THAT awesome. I read the graphic novel. Praise me if you must, because I am just THAT cool. I don't have to try hard. HA! Just kidding peepo-diddles.

Mmmmmh Curse my bad luck. The Ab Guy (E.A.- Not the Wellesley one, the picture one). Yeah bad luck. Bad Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad.

I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SPEAK PROPERLY! I HAVE COME TO FIND THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO. THAT IS A PROBLEM. SO YEAH, I HAVE A PLAN TO LEARN BUT THAT REQUIRES LEARNING. UGH THIS WILL BE HARDER THEN I THOUGHT.

Oh shoot this has taken e three hours to write. I'll write another one later. Sorry for nothing pretty to look at! Bye!

The Jesus Rug

HEY! So prom was on Saturday. Pretty fun. I got to ride in a limo for the first time. Classy, I know. Ha it was great except for the fact that the limo driver wasn't the best driver and almost killed three pedestrians. No biggie.

Speaking of bad drivers, my dad saw a woman get hit by a car today. It was on route nine. I bet that was terrifying! Here's how the conversation went down.

Papa: I saw a woman get hit by a car today

Sister: What?! Where?!

Papa: Route nine.

Sister: Oh my goodness is she okay?!

Papa: Well she was screaming so that's a good sign.

I know that sounds crazy but my dad is a doctor and he has a point. If she were not screaming, say she was passed out, then there would be a major problem. And if there were no problem, he would have seen her get up and be okay. Screaming is a sign that you are hurt but not to the point that you are not conscious. Just saying...

So ANYWAY, prom. Here is my favorite picture of me that they put up. Enjoy.

I know I look silly, but there is something TEN times better in a picture when people are laughing and smiling then when they are posing and serious. I'm being silly and me which is the prettiest I can get. Ha if you think I look stupid... Well that's your opinion. Ha!

ANYWAY, here is a song for you. I like it a lot.

Ahhhh Charlie... You are wonderful. Ha I have quite a problem. Yeah me and E.A. started that trend. No one would know him at my school if it weren't for us. GO EPA! (shout out? I think so)

Mmmkay I'm gonna go..... Bye!

Hello

AHhhhh my whole school is buzzing about prom! It's hilarious! I like it... Ha I wish that I was buzzzzing about it! Oh wait! Ha I'm going! I forgot... Alright I'm done now!

Why is it that I always start to talk to Flogging Molly? Ugh he is so very attractive! Like seriously. Stupid people... They be very mean. Cock Block. No. Ewww. Gross.

I HAVE A NEW KITTEN! I now have two kitties. Katya/Katja. Yeah love it! Haahhaha!!!

Goodness me this post has no substance at all!!! Nothing interesting...!

Oh right, I forgot. I got V.P. of Costumes. Ha I get to dress everyone! It was really fun. We showed up and then people nominated us. Then, we gave speeches. It wasn't much of a competition though because no one ran against me. So yeah it was pretty much me going up and saying.

"Hi I'm Alessandra.

I like clothes.

I'm excited to clothe you.

Please vote for me since you have SO many people to choose from.

Thanks for not running against me.

Thank you"

Ha how amazing is that speech?! I'm pretty sure that If I had done it during speech class I would have gotten 100%. Especially with the weird hand thing! (In case you weren't there I was doing something weird with my arms.) Yeah but who cares! If someone had run against me, S.S. would have beat them up. What a good friend!

EVERY BOY IN THIS BAND IS SEXY. I ENJOY IT A LOT. I ALSO ENJOY CAPS LOCK. YEAH SO HERE IS The Summer Set AND THEIR SONG She's got the Rhythm. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. HERE IS ALSO THEIR COVER OF Love in the Club, THAT I LIKE MORE THEN THE OTHER SONG.

Yeah I enjoy these! I hope you do to! Hey so Prom pictures, they'll be posted soon!!! But for now, goodbye! PEACE!

HATE!!!!

This post is entirely for things I hate. Sorry. I had to do it. I'm MAD!

I HATE those things that I hate.

Done now. Peace!

Let Me Eat Your Banana!

AHhhhh This band business is exciting but now I'm all worried. Every band, when it's starting off, sucks. Everyone knows that and everyone comes to terms with that. But what if we never get over that sucky period? What if we stay terrible for forever?! That would be terrible! I might just... Sit in a corner and cry. Oh how sad. Now I'm all worried. Gah! I'm gonna freak out soon. Be glad that your not here to see that. Because I will be freaking out silently and no one likes that! To keep it inside and never let it out until you DIE! Ahhh I don't want to DIE! Bad bad bad! Oh well. I'll get over it. If we suck, we suck, you know? Yeah.

OK so yeah... That's all I really have to say. No prettiness. It's time for Chocolate. Peace!!!

Dang this is short... HA!